Pause. Move on.
Every once in a while, you do need to pause and then start moving on again. We always do need to reflect on our past, and prepare to our future. This "pause" time can be a minute or an hour, it doesn't matter how long do you sit in silence and think. The only thing that really matters is feeling accomplished and content, to have a roadmap to follow afterwards. At some point in my life, I felt that I don't belong to where I am. I am creating no memories, I do feel that I am a machine in a factory that is full of another machines that only focuses on the end results. I do arrive to the office at 7:40 AM and I do stay there till 4:00 PM at least, with no bonding or talking or relations built. I am a machine! That only wake up .. work .. sleep. And have no energy to any further activity. Then, I paused for a moment. Isn't this the multinational I kept asking to join? Isn't this the marketing department that I kept chasing? Isn't this the posit